i ♥ my diary

2009-11-08T16:50:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, i just watched "Jennifer's Body"
i know it's NC16 but i didn't really care about
those parts.Nothing much to say its NC16 actually.
It was so sad.. i almost cried. This is the story :

Nerdy, reserved bookworm Anita "Needy" Lesnicki (Amanda Seyfried) and arrogant,

conceited flag girl Jennifer Check (Megan Fox) have been best friends "since the

sandbox", although they share little in common. One night, Jennifer drags Needy to a

local dive bar to attend a concert by indie rock band Low Shoulder, with eyes on its

blithely evil lead singer, Nikolai Wolf (Adam Brody). While flirting with Wolf,

Jennifer insinuates that she is a virgin. A disastrous fire destroys the bar, and

Jennifer ends up leaving the bar with the band, who take her into the woods, where

she learns that the band is worshiping Satan, and that Wolf intends to use her as a

virgin sacrifice in order to gain fame. However, as Jennifer was not a virgin, the

demon spirit takes over her body. Later that evening, Jennifer appears at Needy's

house, covered in blood, looking vacant, and vomits a trail of "black ferromagnetic

fluid."The following morning, Jennifer appears fine, and Needy slowly deduces that

Jennifer is eating the bodies of boys to survive. As Needy's male classmates are

steadily killed off in gruesome attacks, the young girl must uncover the truth behind

her friend's transformation and find a way to stop the bloodthirsty rampage before it

reaches her own boyfriend Chip (Johnny Simmons). However, Jennifer manages to get to

Chip first during the school's Prom, takes him to an abandoned pool after seducing

him. Needy arrives a few minutes later and finds Jennifer with Chip. She attempts to

drown Jennifer and as soon as she gets to Chip,but he’s already bleeding from a wound

on his neck. As Jennifer suddenly begins floating in the air, Chip stabs Jennifer

with a..pool net? [ i think ] Jennifer bleeds a little but then escapes. Needy

cradles Chip as he dies, both proclaiming their love for one another. Later, Needy

attacks Jennifer in her own home,and kept yelling “You killed my boyfriend!" As they

fight, Needy pulls out a boxcutter and cuts Jennifer twice across her stomach, which

doesn't affect her. Needy rips off Jennifer's BFF necklace, causing Jennifer to

return to her normal self. Jennifer falls to her bed, and Needy comes down with the

boxcutter stabbing Jennifer in the heart. As Jennifer dies, her mother comes and

finds Needy on top of Jennifer's bloody body. Needy is committed to an asylum for the

criminally insane. She has been cursed with Jennifer’s power as the result of

surviving a bite from Jennifer during their final fight. Needy escapes the facility,

and then tracks down Low Shoulder, brutally killing them for turning Jennifer into a

demon and causing all the deaths.

Oh damn, i spent 35 minutes writing that. Oh well.

See ya ! WEML, ;D

2009-11-03T20:31:00.000+08:00

Today, im writing cause i did something..
well i can't really describe it but
i actually craved a monster or something out of
soap.CHEAP soap, anyways, that doesn't even matter,
what matters is that i didn't even know what i was carving..

Then i asked myself," Is there something wrong with me?"
Though,the sculpture IS weird.

Was watching [Myself;Yourself] and was like, "Damn was the slap really necessary? -_-"

And, since New Moon is not screened yet, in Singapore i am thinking of buying it.My friend says its a stupid idea. Then maybe i will buy the movie " My sisters keeper " by jodie picoult or something like that. Its nice,i think. BTW, My M.A.C brushes arrived !! And i bought found- . :]

2009-10-31T10:45:00.000+08:00

Hey

So, even thought no one responded, hahs, i added the link the WRONG way so that might be the reason. i think, people who wants to buy the KOREAN SPREE DIARIES can tag and ask for it. Average $$ is around $22 for a diary. Stickers are available too They are so cute that you can't imagine it. Average is around $7 for a set. Maybe for a set you'll get 5-6 pieces. One pieces contains some stickers. There was one i bought ,travel sticker, they had a sticker of mona lisa AS their own cartoon.

This diary :

Size : 155,218,15mm

Page 122

So its kind of thin, i need something thicker, but i guess i'll just buy one more, before i finish this one. :] Cute right? The more i look at it. She's 101% trustable. Living in Anchorvale. 22 years old, i think. Now its like im advertising for her. Hah, i'm drinking frappuccino now.Finally.

2009-10-30T12:10:00.009+08:00

2009-10-20T12:25:00.002+08:00

Hi, people !

I've actually wrote a story but its on livejournal

So if any of you are interested , you guys could tag,at the tagboard on the left or

just send me an offline message on MSN.

Thanks :]

2009-10-02T18:52:00.002+08:00

Heys [ ! ]

i was surfing on the net.

Okay this is not my story.

i haven't even started yet.

So just to warm up a little.

ROMEO & JULIET

In Verona,

Sampson and Gregory (Capulet servants) complain that they will not put up with insults from the Montague family.

Abram and Balthasar (Montague servants) appear and the four start quarreling.

Benvolio (Lord Montague's nephew) appears and tries to break up the quarrel, but Tybalt (Lady Capulet's nephew) appears and picks a fight with Benvolio.

At length, officers try to break up the fight, even while Lord Capulet and Lord Montague begin to fight one another.

The Prince of Verona (Escalus) appears and stops the fighting, proclaiming sentences of death to any that renew the fighting.

At Montague's house, he, his wife, and Benvolio discuss how melancholy Romeo (Montague's only son) has been lately.

Benvolio vows to find out why. Speaking with Romeo, Benvolio finds Romeo is in love with a woman who has sworn to stay chaste (Rosaline).

Benvolio suggests pursuing other women, but Romeo refuses. Separately, Paris (a kinsman of the Prince of Verona) talks to Lord Capulet about wooing his daughter Juliet for marriage.

Capulet responds that she is too young (nearly 14 years old) and must wait two years to marry, and then only to the man whom she chooses. Still, Capulet invites Paris to a party in the evening.

Capulet's servant is sent to invite guests, but he can't read the list so he entreats Romeo to do so. Upon hearing of the party, Benvolio convinces Romeo to attend and compare his unattainable love Rosaline to more beautiful women to get his mind off Rosaline.

At Capulet's house, Lady Capulet speaks to Juliet about her feelings for marrying Paris while Juliet's Nurse listens on, telling stories of Juliet's childhood. Juliet, although hesitant, promises to be courteous. Masked, Romeo, Mercutio, and Benvolio head to the Capulet party.

Romeo is still depressed, saying he dreamt a fearful dream of an untimely death that will result because of the evening's events, but Benvolio just makes fun of him. At Capulet's house, the Montagues attend the party (in masks), Romeo spies Juliet, and he falls in love with her.

Tybalt sees Romeo and takes up arms, but Lord Capulet attempts to calm him, though Tybalt vows to revenge Romeo's intrusion the next day. Juliet, too, falls for Romeo, but falls into despair when her Nurse informs her Romeo is a Montague, as does Romeo when he learns Juliet is a Capulet.

While leaving the party, Romeo hides in the orchard while Mercutio and Benvolio call for him to come out of hiding and go home with them; yet he will not. After they leave, Romeo appears and speaks to Juliet under her window, saying "But soft! What light through yonder window breaks? It is the East, and Juliet is the sun!" By and by they swear their love to one another.

Juliet tells Romeo she'll send a messenger to him the next day to learn the details of their wedding. Having stayed up all night, Romeo visits Friar Lawrence's cell and tells him of this new love for Juliet. Although Lawrence is critical at first, Romeo eventually convinces him to marry them.

In the street, Benvolio tells Mercutio that Romeo did not come home that night, and that Tybalt has sent the Montagues a letter challenging Romeo to a duel. Romeo appears and they tease him for hiding from them. Juliet's nurse and servant Peter appear and Romeo tells her to tell Juliet to go to the Friar's cell that afternoon to be married.

The Nurse returns to Juliet and, though she skirts around the message, she finally tells Juliet the wonderful news. Soon, at the Friar's cell, he marries Romeo and Juliet, and Romeo plans to visit Juliet's bedroom that evening.

At the street, Benvolio and Mercutio encounter Tybalt and Petruchio, leading to Tybalt and Mercutio fighting since Tybalt tries to pick a fight with Romeo, but he refuses. Romeo tries to break up the fight, but Tybalt slays Mercutio under Romeo's arm, then Tybalt flees.

As Mercutio dies, he declares "A plague on both your houses," since he is only a friend of Romeo's and not his kinsmen. When Benvolio informs Romeo that Mercutio is dead, Romeo seeks out, fights, and slays Tybalt in revenge. Benvolio convinces Romeo to flee. The prince appears and Benvolio explains all to him, at which the Prince exiles Romeo for slaying Tybalt.

At the Capulet's orchard, Juliet waits for Romeo when her Nurse appears and informs her of Mercutio and Tybalt's deaths, and Romeo's banishment. Juliet falls into despair, realizing she would rather Tybalt dead than Romeo, but also that a banished Romeo is virtually dead. At the Friar's cell, he informs Romeo of the Prince's edict of banishment, putting him into despair. Romeo states he would rather be dead than banished. The Nurse arrives and tells Romeo that Juliet is sad too, but forgives Romeo. Still, Romeo pulls a dagger and tries to kill himself, but the Friar stops him and tells him to stay the night with Juliet, then flee to Mantua.

At Capulet's house, he and Paris set the wedding date for Paris and Juliet to be three days hence. In Juliet's bedroom, Romeo says a tearful goodbye to Juliet. After he leaves, Lady Capulet appears and, while discussing Tybalt's death, states she will send a henchman to mantua to kill Romeo (though she never does). She then informs Juliet of her impending marriage to Paris.

Juliet tells her parents she will not marry, but Lord Capulet commands it will be so. The Nurse, too, tells Juliet she should marry Paris. In private, Juliet decides to no longer trust the nurse and vows to kill herself if the Friar cannot find a way to save her from marrying Paris.

At Friar Lawrence's cell, Paris informs the Friar of his upcoming wedding to Juliet. When Juliet arrives to see the Friar, Paris politely leaves. The Friar, hearing Juliet threaten suicide, tells her of a "distilled liquor" she can take to fake death.

He explains the drug will keep her asleep and seemingly dead for 42 hours, during which she can be placed in the Capulet tomb. Then, when she wakes, Romeo can be there waiting for her to take her to Mantua. Friar Lawrence send Friar John to Mantua with an explanatory letter for Romeo.

Juliet returns to her father and apologizes for refusing to marry, causing her dad to move the wedding up to the next morning (two days early). In her bedroom, Juliet sends her mother and nurse away, then, after much worrying over the future, she drinks the vial of medicine and sleeps.

Later in the early morning, all feverishly prepare for the wedding and Capulet sends the Nurse to wake Juliet. The Nurse wails upon finding Juliet "dead", summoning the others to find her and mourn. The Friar instructs all to prepare Juliet for her funeral.

In Mantua, Romeo's servant Balthasar arrives and tells Romeo that Juliet is dead. Romeo vows to see Juliet in her tomb and poison himself there, buying the poison from a poor Apothecary who illegally sells it to Romeo only because he (the Apothecary) needs the money.

At Lawrence's cell, Friar John reports he could not deliver the letter to Romeo since he (John) got stuck in a quarantined house while searching for Romeo. Friar Lawrence heads to the cemetery with a crowbar. At the tomb, Paris and his page arrive and Paris mourns Juliet's death.

Paris hides when he hears Romeo and Balthasar approach. Romeo orders Balthasar to leave him alone, no matter what he hears. When Romeo opens the tomb, Paris steps out and tries to stop him by provoking him to fight. Romeo entreats Paris to simply walk away and not fight, but Paris forces Romeo to fight him, resulting in Romeo slaying Paris.

In sorrow, Romeo lays Paris in the tomb, while Paris' page secretly leaves to call the watch. Romeo finds Juliet and mourns her death, then drinks his poison and dies. Outside the tomb, Friar Lawrence arrives and meets Balthasar who tells the Friar that Romeo has been in the tomb for one half hour. Lawrence enters the tomb and finds Romeo and Paris dead.

Juliet then awakes and spots Romeo. The Friar, upon hearing noises outside flees, leaving Juliet with Romeo. Juliet tries to kill herself with Romeo's poison, but can find none, either in the vial or on Romeo's lips. In desperation, she stabs herself with Romeo's dagger.

The watch arrives, having found Balthasar and the Friar. The Prince and Lord and Lady Capulet arrive and learn Paris, Romeo, and Juliet are dead (amazingly to them, Juliet seems to have been alive, and then newly dead again). Lord Montague arrives and reports that his wife has died from grief over Romeo's exile, then learns himself of Romeo's death.

Capulet and Montague make peace and swear to never fight again. They vow to build solid gold statues of Romeo and Juliet and place them side by side so all can remember their plight.

The End ?

2009-10-01T21:52:00.004+08:00

No pictures to add in,

that's why 2nd party comes in.

Hellloooo [ ! ]

I'm currently trying to study...

but , i CAN'T !!!!

Why is this happening 6 days before PSLE ?!

WTH,

i am also writing a story.

An inspiration by Rachel Tian [6.8]

her stories rocks!

But i'm only revealing them here.

On my blog.

Once a week,

one week,one episode. ^^

GOOD?

Oh yeah?That will be after PSLE,

Maybe... but if i could'nt resist the temptation,

i will post it.

Say, 7.00pm every Friday?

[ The Story Thingy ]

Huggs & Kisses,

Amanda

2009-09-26T11:44:00.003+08:00

It's time for " MUSIC "

Had piano lessons today,
Remember last week was my
Grade 4 piano exam?

i was anxious.
Mum said ," 125/150[Merit] & I'll buy you a laptop"
So teacher came kind of late by, 15 minutes?
But,she didn't check her email yesterday.
So,Willy was asking about the exam results.
Hah, teacher asked me to on the computer
So, Firstly logged onto her hotmail.
Then,
There, the Email
from ABRSM
Just two marks to Merit (!)
But,at least i passed ...

And i got highest among all teacher's students.

one guy in primary 6 playing the same songs and scales as me got 103
one girl form primary 4 grade 2 got 107
and my brother got 112

-.- I'm gonna get 225 for PSLE ,
must study study. :]

{♥} ,
Amanda

" Fated forever. "

No way! ^^

2009-09-25T20:03:00.005+08:00

Um.

Changed my blog skin

And got some new songs!

1.Mama Do -Pixie Lott

2.Girls Generation - Boyfriend/My child/tell me what you want
3.i look so good-Jessie James

4.Make her say-Kid Cudi

5.i don't care -2NE1

THAT'S ALL

Well,

i think i got that mood of studying

like for lets say... 60% ?

PSLE will be hard.

I'm doing my Chinese now.

Gotta improve on Chinese too

Not long ago i destroyed the fate

that Mdm Lim had in me?

Not anymore.

"PLATONIC" :

Got a crush?

And i lost my wallet on Monday 2192009

And of course i was heartbroken.

But what can i do?i didn't mean to lose it anyways,

Curse you:

Hey girl,

You can say I'm a little envious but

I'm definitely not jealous

Frankly speaking you're not even pretty.

You're not a professional in whatever you think you are good in

And,Shut up when you see me.

You know who you are.

Wish me luck guys...

I'm in for the drive!

Actually in around 10 days.

Gotta study!

LOVE ya.

Xoxo,

Amanda

"You'll never love me,Right?"

2009-09-11T19:29:00.000+08:00

WTF
i cant study
No mood!!!
Urgh...
im trying trying trying
to study..but i dont have the feeling to.

And,i actuall found a website about
Fashion Designers.
More than you imagine...
Not the ones that you can find easily.
it has full details
Woah?

And ive mastered up my MU,
And im better at applying FOU
And im going to buy some more MUs
like,EL,FM,LS,LG,ES,GW,B and more??

This stinks,my blogspot acc is
going crazy again.

And worse. Im bankrupt!
okay i still have $20+
but thats still bankruptcy
to me. ><

I need mood!!!!!!
i wanna study!!!!!
i cant afford to stay back in CVPS
for another year!!!
i cant afford to go to NA,
or ae neighbourhood school!
WTF,this is the worst thing thats ever happen to me.

P/s: *Michael is sooo out of this,So you shut up*

Say,"L You"

2009-09-10T00:17:00.003+08:00

I say , "WTF Day."

Feeling down today-for no reason

1.i stayed back @ school,studying with Valerie
and we were bored out and decided to help out in the band
2.Two Very very very naughty little boys from primary 3/2
Kept playing after every blow.
i said :"Look , if you're not serious about this,you can quit anytime.
You don't have to waste your time here."

Wow,finally they started playing for...another 15 minutes
and ran around the canteen again. zzz...

Valerie said:"They are so childish."
And i said:"Yeah,they're so pathetic."

3.Then,while trying to teach them for the one last time
before i go away,
i kept scolding them,one of the boy said :
"If its so easy you play it!"

Valerie said:"No,I play it for you ta'hear."
And i said:"i may not know how'ta play,but i
still know how to teach."

WTF.

Those...rascals!

4.When i stepped into the canteen before seeing the boys,
the music they all mixed up was horrible!
my head started to spin
[especially when i met the two boys]

5.And when i reached home,worst.
It was so painful,i cried

And i just watch I know who killed me-Lindsay Lohan
It was nice,but the vision was blur and i skipped some parts so
i didn't really understand the story.

i just did a quiz on FACEBOOK btw,

Title: The Real You

Results:
You feel like you've done wrong in your life. You can't show your true self. You believe that people will shame you for what you've done. You believe that you're not beautiful, you can't do anything right. You see no hope, no light in the darkness. You are alone. Permanently broken. However, you are clouded by your own judgment. People are willing to help, you just have to make the first step. Believe your strength, do not turn a blind eye. Be afraid, you shall fall; look to the light, you should rise. Never give up.

Creepy,do i know the editor?
Its kinda true though.
i never show my feelings,
im the "suffer in silence" type
Hah...
i've got nothing else to say.

2009-09-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

Darn!
Blogspot problem again.
Well,i went to
Rivervale Mall today.
And brought some things home

i have nothing to say today,
i was being lazy
and i will try my best to do
whatever i need to
accomplish. Zzz...

Mothers dont keep their words.
LIAR LIAR LIAR Humph!
^^Bye.

xoxo,
AmandaAKA[Averine]

2009-09-07T18:57:00.001+08:00

What day? Boring day

Bad hair day ~

WeiShan cam to my house today
I actually thought we were going to study ...
i didnt study at all !!!
Hmph! Darn, and it was so boring,i'd rather
read a whole dictionary.
We watched a very embarassing show
so i won't tell ;p

And,we rode bicycle
and she kept looking down on
herself ; said
" Ahh!People will laugh @ me cause i'm lous at riding the bike!"

Aw,please? You think too much girl

Today,i quarrelled with my friend,
who sat beside me during a particular lesson
i really really treat her as my best friend,
and try to do all i can to make it up to her
she doesnt seem to understand and i'm
also sorry i said harsh words

And she always talk to another friend about me.
Isnt that complaining?
Won't you feel bad?
i hate being to have this P friend.
And i will never ever give in to anyone no more.
No No No

Smile?

2009-09-05T16:46:00.000+08:00

Lihwen Amanda
iLOOK pathetic

Hey people~

i've changed my blogskin.

Kind of weird though...

But anyways,

i just ordered a waterproof camera from

one blogshop

And,

everyday,

my brother would play his

new composed songs

that are soooo irritatin'

Its actualy quite nice~

And um.

My friend ,

Opps can't find your pic

Lihwen came to my house's

bus stop today

For my biker jacket

i hate it now anyway.

i dont look good in it

Not my style?

Gotta study

We P6-es are so pathetic

study and sacrifice

for one month

PSLE is giving me head-aches

i even bought one more math assessment book

to make myself more tense

HAHs

Its so thick,

by the time i finish,

hamsters would be extinct

i can't even believe

i cannot get 80 and above for my math

i studied-well not so much

But now im trying to study 6 hours everyday

maybe from 7th September.

i will study 6 hours a day till PSLE is over

That'll help

Hope i'll get to express?

Gotta practice my piano alot too~

piano exams coming-

wwhich means 1 and a half hours a day.

Imaging siting by the piano moving your hands

playing the same song over and over again

tiring isn't it?

Exams on 19 september

@ waterloo

Urgh!

But its worth it :]

2009-09-03T15:22:00.000+08:00

Hey people, i actually... okay,i failed my chinese but good news Math is okay

but i improved alot,and i always study like a bookworm reading twillight new moon eclipse and breaking dawn

its so irritating my blogger acc is getting crazy joined nuffnang but my mouse is spoiled and this is whatever i can say now.

this stinks...

But another good news

My friend came back from boarding school .

That's kinda cool.

[My luck charm,my bloggers acc well again]

Someone i can talk to now; like before^^

PS:Sorry MdmLim i didnt pass my chinese.i stink i know ><

This is ridiculous

2009-08-29T18:14:00.000+08:00

This is ridiculous
i went on google today
i had nothing to do and typed
a name that i created myself
i created with ideas of my own
my style
my nickname
Averine

Copycats were there
a make up product named averine?!
Girls calling themselves Averine?!
i mean,its not that you cant name yourself but,
its a name i created?
i use it for accounts i created that name since i was in primary 3
And afew years ago
when i created that name,
i searched the web to see if its anyones name
NO one.
Now,its all over the place
But maybe the fact that it was created long ago.
so why doesnt it come out on baby book names?
Why only now on google?

Im angry,
but
since its already all around,
why not let people use it?
Right?

Averine is a good name
Well,
the meaning of the name is:

Aver , i got it from the word
avenue,
which means that girl can travel the whole
know every street and wont get lost anywhere

ine , is a sense of security and honestly
lovable and comes from the word innocent.

Well,Im not mad anymore
i just kinda like the feeling.

Share and care right? ^^

And i commented Bubbi today
she is from united kingdom?
and she is my role model
i kind of told her my blog
and blahs,
msn?

Everythings going smooth

so PSLE is coming
And i'll study hard

i will also try to write in
everyday^^

Love all :]

2009-08-28T23:23:00.006+08:00

Hm...Hi,
Havent been writing as i am
super busy
i had my prelims.
Real bad.Real bad.
Disappointed

LOSING to Valerie is
more hurtful
But all i can do
now is study right?

What have you guys been doing?
Share your exams results???

At the look of his face
could tell that he deproved

i think i actually study when i have the mood only
HAHAHAH

Btw,
recommended hits for now,

[F*** You]Lily Allen
[Evacuate the dancefloor]Cascada
[Falling for you]Colbie Colliat
[Bulletproof]La Roux
[Indian Boy] MC Mong Korean Song
[Here we go again]Demi Lovato
[Obsessed]Mariah Carey
[We will love you]Four-Mod Thai Song

Hahahs im not squared kay,
they're all nice

Today,

i ordered a waterproof
camera from korea preorder

At first they had this delivery to your house
at a certain price
and meet up was also the same

so i thought delivery was better,

So this blogshop owner was a guy...

24 years old

LOL

Lih Wen said maybe he was a gay. [or something]

i say he is just...yeah he's probably a gay...

laughs?

Somethings wrong with my computer
can't upload pictures.

DARN?

" Love You All "

AMANDA

2009-08-15T14:39:00.000+08:00

Hey there,
havent been writin'
i'm studying,
well not just studying,but
studying 'very hard'?
Nowadays i study just for a short period,
like,4-5 hours a day?

Its kind of frustrating
when you see somethin'
you shouldn't see,
in one of your kins
handphone,something
that makes you feel
uncomfortable,
makes you think of it,
not only every day,
but every minute,

Like,
having a fcukin' stranger
live in your house,
being rude,
irritating,
inconsiderate,
unthoughtful,
and of course,
she is ugly , stupid,
and totally has no fashion taste,

She's going away next year during March
yeah,Go.
like as if i care,
so stubborn
selfish,
once you even stepped into this freakin'
house,i've hated you
lookin' @ your face makes me wanna puke

You know,
the best thing is that,
you can leave now
instead of having your scent
and virus everywhere

And when you're gone,
i'll guarantee,
no more maids for the
rest of my damn
life!

Like,i didn't get in,
like how you said i was good,
and took my drawing as an example,
good one,you said
and now what?

Well,
i can live without you
i'll get into lasalle
or Nanyang

so,
Stuff It!

2009-07-18T20:26:00.002+08:00

Haven't been writin' recently
i went to SOTA today,
its like nobody's business
Only Hariz wished me luck,

i was pretty successful,
i think
Erm.The teacher kept
smilin' at me
(durin' the interview)
and she talked about so called
( A & B Schools) its something like that

And accordin' to her words,
i think i am confirmed
but i have to get into express stream. ><
that'll be difficult
i'll promise myself that i'll try to
study for more than 4 hours
everyday...

Accordin' to the first year students
they said that the school is movin' to Orchard Road
around there,beside cathay i think
So its gonna be sooo....fun
i can :

1. Watch movies before goin' home
2.Go shoppin' before goin' home
3.Go for a 'stroll' in AIR CONDITIONED room
4.Its nearer to my home than Katong(the old place)
5.i can tell people that i'm from the mighty SOTA? LOL
And the best part is that i am in SOTA

All those are good points if i get into SOTA
Well,made friends today,
Like

Cutie Caitlin
And Smartpants Judie
Got their numbers
Hope they get in too

Saw this cute guy there

So cute,wish he'll get in too
And Gordon,you too ^^

ALL my brand-new pals :]
Soooo sweet
But apparently i forgot to take photos with 'em
Jodie looks like Claudia(6-1)
and she lives in Compass heights too
near my home
will meet up with her someday ;]
And Caitlin,
you look so like my cute Micheal(6-6)

And three first year student,
Dione,Claire && Jian Lin

Went there,durin/ group activity
(group means we draw in the same room)

the teacher took my drawing as a good example
^^

HAPPY :)

And in the middle of the talk,
the girl,Valerie
a very thin girl,
fainted
i didn't know what to do
she fainted bacause she didn't eat anythin'
in the mornin'
cause she is so damn weak ><

And,
Fight Spiders,
remember Soon Lee?
His so called 'girlfriend" in the show
'Yilin' was auditionin'(theatre) today,
she looked so proud
but sweet and cheerful

She talked to me,
forgot to swap HP numbers with her,
oh well,
at least i ... i forgot her real name
so many people talked to me today,
i forgot her name and...others too

Wont be writin' in everyday now,
only once in awhile
will be studying hard
[achieve my dream]
God bless me && you ?
i really wanna get in,
(saa-thut)
This is amazing

Get back to the top♥
#TOP

2009-07-13T21:41:00.002+08:00

.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.

i wanna kill someone over the rainbow...

just like Sherlyn ^^
i'll let you die painfully && with dignity
(colourfully,unpeacefully,irresistible-ly)
love me or hate me
don't irritate me :]

2009-07-13T20:19:00.003+08:00

:]

i can't trust anyone,anymore...
i was stupid enough to trust you,
now i finally understand that i can't trust anyone
other than my mom

im goin' to SOTA this sat for audition
Nobody cares,
do you?

Nobody wishes me luck
Piano exams are coming...
nobody cares,
i'm stressin' out

just like how i'm gonna be till the end of the year.
i guess,

i don't even know,
i've lost confidence,
because someone said,
im not as talented
or NOT talented

Nobody can change it now

ITS TOO LATE

Study hard Amanda,
show people who look down on you
,either hates you or love you that you can achieve your dream
which is first step,
Get good results for leavin' exam
AND 2,
Gettin' into SOTA

This is ridiculous !

2009-07-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

i knew you were to do something bad
do you think that i'll be so stupid
that i won't figure it out?!
yeah right.i guess you're just a
person who can't be helped anymore
At least i have a dream
At least i have hope for myself.
You?i don't get it.
Even though i might be plum,
but i am a much better person than
you,who always feel happy after makin' people feel bad
about themselves

You said i went overboard
But you are more worst,
making 'unauthenticated'
profile on me
Hey,guess what?
i feel that its just
so stupid and immature of you
to do that.

You thought that i did it.
i didn't do it
because i'm not that kind of person

And,for argument's sake,
if i were you,i'll try to forget about it.
just like how i tried to forget about the 'unauthenticated' profile
You're treating it like i owe you a million dollars!

And,
How would you feel if your good friend suspects you of doin' somethin' bad?
I DO,
If friends treat friends as friends,
they would trust them.
If people would think im evil,im useless,i cant be helped,
look at yourself,
before talkin' about others

2009-07-11T00:34:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ;]

Yong yee - BIRTHDAY GIRL

Im so the odd-one-out

Lih Wen ! The pretty girl ;] octopus look :x

Cheese?!

Today,

Went to Pzza Hut with

Lih Wen,Gladious

YongYee[Jasmine] the birthday girl,
to so called celebrate Yongyee's birthday

the present i gave YONGYEE,

was a red checked tube

Lih Wen saw it.

Of course she did

And kept saying that she

had wanted this dress long ago.

Gees.So im going to buy it for her ^^

As her birthday present .

And she'll help me buy a MANGO tee.

With ♥,

2009-07-07T21:50:00.004+08:00

Haven't been writing lately
BUSY
So many things to do
BUCK UP GIRL
im not even studying hard
its less than 100 days to PSLE

i'll put on my best behavier
everyday

pay attention in class

no more nonsense

BUCK UP ^^

TIME IS PRECIOUS
BLAHBLAHBLAH

i can't believe im nagging at myself
good.
IN AN ikky kind of way

2009-07-05T00:41:00.003+08:00

(An ugly post)pic of me

This is so unfair...REALLY

Today

i have a bad mood

someone made me feel

useless

But i don't hate him/her

cause its the truth.

But also upset bacause

she/he told me the whole truth and

i hate myself even more

this is so unfair...

Now all i have to do

is forget about it

study hard

strim,

and suceed

in whatever i can

SOTA audition is getting nearer

some people say i wont get in :]

Some say i will get in :]

Well,it depends on my "talent".

Well,all i really to do is to

design clothes everyday

make new clothes that

make me feel good looking at 'em

Make wonderful ladies feel

good wearing them

im so nervous

pls someone...

comfort me

i'm breaking down

i'm missing someone

i really love.

Someone that means so much to me now...

MICHAEL

2009-07-03T20:17:00.005+08:00

Went to CP
Bought a pair of
shorts from pepperPLUS
There are offers there
Not fully satisfied
This month,
i'm going to spend
lots of money
Mostly on PepperPLUS

Need to pay for Starbucks tee too
Oh..meet-up on Monday.
i may not even have money to pay her

Damn?
i actually thought that i could not
wear the pepperPLUS shorts
but i could. ==
These days i really feel like studying
maybe its becuase PRELIM is only
less than one month away.

This is what usually
happens to me
i study till i don't sleep?

There was once i TONed
And studied for total 5 hours.
because i will feel bored after
studying for half 'n' hour

Then i would go out to watch television

LOL

Wonder if THARMENDRA still remembers me...

2009-07-01T21:26:00.003+08:00

Today i went to SOTA
So then i went there,
there is this girl that has
high fewer,39 degrees ++
my dad thought she got H1N1
LOL

she is from visual arts too
well,im joining visual arts

But i am having my audition on
18 July
i have to bring 8 art pieces
This is the most exciting thing
that has ever happened to me in my entire life!^^

The SOTA school i went to was in 90 GOODMAN rd
but they have a new school in a new avenue
at around DOHBY GHUAT
walk pass the macdonald house,cathay and,i reach
LOL

the new school should be the like the picture in their school website

http://sota.edu.sg/

Hahahah.
Very nice
it looks like university
no fence
not the best part?

2009-07-01T21:15:00.002+08:00

Yes!Today
mum agreed to let me go to SOTA^^
Wei Shan is there too!
I am so excited

Wish we will get into SOTA together
God bless
The fees are so expensive

Pls wish us good luck

2009-06-30T12:51:00.001+08:00

Hmm...
today is first day
of school

Went to Lih Wen's
and ate at KFC,
its been a decade seens i've ate it

Went window shoppin'
Doreen came with her
CUTE baby rabbit^^
It was so small
Like one & half of my fist.
Hahahah

2009-06-27T23:32:00.003+08:00

This is not going to solve...ANYTHING

Hm...i didn't catch
BOYS OVER FLOWERS today.

Had a quiz to do:

BFF quiz

1.)Who do you think is your BFF? Rachel

2.)What do you like about her? She's smart,caring && fun

3.)Was she the one who text you last? Yes

4.)Is she pretty? Absolutely,

5.)What is she good at? Drawing,

i think thats all

Yupp thats all

Love ya

2009-06-26T21:31:00.002+08:00

Today...so sad
Michael Jackson
&&
Farrah Fawcett
died...
Sobs,

Michael died of heart sttack
Farrah?
i don't know
><

2009-06-25T23:53:00.002+08:00

Hii...
Didn't blog yesterday right???
Hmms..
Cause i was busy.
Went to whatever
place to extend my PR
blah blah blah...
What am i talking about?
i don't even know.
Hahahahs
Wow...
And today ,
i did more than 30
lead assignments!!!!
almost died
now my neck hurts
oh gosh.

2009-06-23T22:29:00.003+08:00

Today is so cool
Didnt follow "To Do LIST" again
Oh my this is really bad
This is freaking me out
im so killing myself
REMEMBER?

Thins to do:
1.Practise piano(1hr)
2.Study(3hr)
3.Do PP

Damn?
Oh i'm not suppose to say
vulgarities

Met this P5 girl
So adorable
Hahahahs
From my school

Im better off without him
Nvr heard of him already

But,WHAT FOR?

That time argued with me

Brag brag brag...'Laughs'

Well,
Grandma is coming too^^

Mom said that bought something for me
i actually asked her for a NINTENDO DS
i know its not so ...... but i still want it
Maybe she bought me a mini grand piano...
(like 30%)

2009-06-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

Today is like WOW

i woke up damn late
i did nothing but play computer
i didn't follow my "To Do LIST"
Oh my goodness.
This is a bad start

Went to Hougang Mall
Came back empty handed[LOL]

Changed my blogskin
All thanks to Chris

She's a great help
Thank you like a billion times^^

So many lead assignments
like over 30
OMG

2009-06-21T23:04:00.005+08:00

Erm...
I actually forgot to say this^^

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !

i love my daddy

he works hard to feed the family

comes home late at night

i'm kind of writing this for nothing
but if daddy happens to see my blog
^^

I ♥ DADDY
(to all FATHERS too)

2009-06-21T22:06:00.004+08:00

Woke up late today?

And i regret not following my "To do List"

1.study(3hrs)

2.Do PPs

3.Practice Piano(1hr)

urgh...

These days are probably

the worst days of my life.

My C's are so ****

S was so stubborn

said things about me

Have boyfriends

like i don't know

And is so so so so

disrespectful to grandma!(SOMETIMES)

Urgh i dislike her

i look down on her

i won't follow her

i know what is right and wrong

Her mother died 7 years ago

Her mother plead grandma to

take care of them before she died

So grandma loved S(and her sister)

so much.She gives them the best of everything

but S's sister is better(matured?)

While Y,

She is so rude to her parents

she don't like her mom&dad(actually its a look like)

Cause she always disagree with her parents suggestions

And since her mom is not tall not slim

She always treats her mom like shit

her mom loves her so much

When her mom wants to bring her out,

she declines

she says that going out with an old woman is totally not fun

And whenever she wants something she needs to get it JUST LIKE S

She is kind of short,and since her mom is short,she blames her mom!

Well,

the main thing is that.

Today

When i was about to go home

And Yilin when home first.

Then S followed her.

While at first S told grandma that

she was accompanied Y

to the bus stop

But l8r when i went on bus 87,

i saw Y and S

(maybe S told grandma that she was

going with Y)

Well,

they pretended not to see me

but they obviously did

BITCHES

And when they drop off

they pretended to laugh and never even

greet me.

Well,maybe they dislike me

but i dislike them more

And i have this big dream

And when i suceed in it

And become rich someday,

Famous,

i will not recgonise them

They say i'm useless

They say i can't get 240 and above(PSLE)

but i will prove it to them? ^^

And at night,

i went to COMPASSPOINT

yupp

followed the M's everywhere

Oh...

i can't believe i'm saying this but

"i wish my parents are back"

2009-06-20T17:00:00.002+08:00

Today,

i was like itching

to have piano lessons

And my teacher smsed me

and was like,

"Sorry Amanda

teacher will only reach your house at 11"

And i understand cause she is pregnant

and ya.

Went to my grandparent's

Almost all my cousins were there.

And they were all so stubborn...==

URGHH...

Well,

do you know,

ACUTALLY i'm,

right here

telling you nonsense.

Night ;

2009-06-19T22:43:00.005+08:00

Well,
the story is
it was 2 am plus...
my cousins were like all "snatching"
the computer
then a stranger called me
the number looks familliar
the/she called 3 times
i rejected 3 times
Cause i was toning with my cousins
we were awake

Here's the conversation

Stranger=S Me=A

A:Who are you?hey you are so damn rude
.fancy smsing a stranger who doesnt know
you in the middle of the night!
i dont know you either!Just forget
about it.Your parents nvr teach you arh
or,HAVE YOU HEARD OF THIS WORD
RESPECT BEFORE?

S: Hey who are you?

A:Who are you?

S:stfu da man.not hppy meet me 1 on 1
and dont think i dunno you fucking
SLUT Amanda cb bui song lai cb

A:What?!Who are you?

S: Da man

A:Da man?pls who are you?Yilin?

S:Your hobby is to spam peoples blog?

A:I dont spam.pls tell me who you are.

S:Ya haha you finally guess correct

A:Who are you?

S:Yilin

A:UM...according to my
contract list,you're not Yilin

S:Either you stop or continue.i am just going
to make it simple.
Stop the spam if not continue with the game with me.

A:What spam what are you talking about?who are you.

S:Well your just a suspect of a case.
Think we got it wrong.But your still a suspect
(Duh...of course.)
A:What is this.Who are you?

A:Ya and how you get my name,number and called
me a cb,slut and other vulgarities?

S:Never mind.Looks like we are wrong sorry to bother
you.Dont need to ask any further who am i is not important
(WTF?)

Hm...This is stupid and immature.
That was crazy...
But i kind of think the person is
a gangster/thug?
Cause she/he was like saying
not happy meet me 1 on 1.
thats what gangsters/thugs usually
say that???

BTW,went to CP just now
ate dinner there?

My cousin and my...
grandma are going back.
To my grandparent's house...

2009-06-19T17:41:00.004+08:00

Weird...
last night,
my cousin was at my house
So we were bored
And,
We called our other cousins
to sleep over
hm...then
2 of my cousins use my computer
damn forgot to sign out
Friendster
Blogger
Msn
and...forgot

And they viewed my blogger
Went to my friends blogs
Then my cousin went to one of my friends blog
One was shocked.
One was jealous?
HAHAHAH

She's cute.(friend)

Then KBS(korean channel)

Accidental Couple was showing.
i watch advance
HAHAHAH

Then i boost about my friend
A great friend^^

i am blogging now
cause maybe l8r my cousin wanna use ><

And last night something happened?

Because i GTG now,
i will blog what happen last night l8r

^^

2009-06-18T23:07:00.004+08:00

Today...

i spent money again.

Bought RIPPLES slippers

Tampines Mall

The pattern looked like BURBERRY?

but like close up.

My cousin bought it too

But some parts like different colour

Hm...

Then i went to this...

freaking shop

selling....i don't know?

Bought a file?

Had a nice time

While walking in the mall

i heard Beautiful Soul by

Jesse Mccartney.

Thought of him again

so i kept thinking about him...

Till now?

i just think that i regret

breaking up with him

So i comment him on

friendster today

Not to ask him to come back...

But to ask if he's fine

i feel like crying.

But...what for?

Sighs,

COusin is at my house

Its kind of like a

"sleep over"

she said "ton"?

Which is like not sleeping for the day

Hahahah

We ate cup noodles

And she wore a dress i designed.

its kind of cute on her

But shes too tin

so doesnt look that nice

Its suppose to show your

body line

she was SHY.

Cause its kind of tube

like a gown

something like...

the picture above?

its not actually finish yet

took me 12 days!

If i were to design a dress that

slow when i grow up...

phew...i won't be able to

survive^^

Erms...its kind of late?

BYE

2009-06-17T18:02:00.003+08:00

i kind of had a great time today
^^
Went to dohby Ghaut.

Watched

1.HANNAH MONTANNA

2.DRAG ME TO HELL

Hahah

Hannah Montanna show...hmms...
We were late for the show?
Hahahahs.Late for 12 minutes?
LOL

After the first movie,

Michelle and i went to buy snacks

and bought tickets for drag me to hell.

i don't find the movie scary

They just like to scare people?
Like in awhile,BOO!!!
Hahah
But that movie made me not think of
insulting an old woman.

Too bad me and my friend did'nt scream
But guess what?!
Around the end of the movie,
there was a part where the...ghost?
ya the ghost scared us.
And there was a guy and his girlfriend behind?
His girlfriend didn't scream...
HE SCREAMED
And his girlfriend was actually eating
the KFC popcorn
And because that he scream,
haha she jumped and all the popcorn landed on me and Michelle
Wasn't angry.Sooo funny
And always when there was somethin happening,
different people would say something funny about the
actors
Singlish?
ya there were many teengaers there
At around the age of 13-18
Haha.
Kind of sad
in the end

BTW...didn't take pictures.
Aw...
My phone no battery.
Michelle took some photos
But in her HP
Haha

So i think i'll just past.

2009-06-16T21:03:00.005+08:00

Today my computer
went haywire
i went to bed
scribbled on my sketch book
Studied for 3 hours
Did 2 practice papers
Got piss off
Felt bad when i eat
Excited.
Thinking...
"Beautiful Soul-Jesse Mccartney
Reminded me of Michael
And started to think...
Do anyone care?
Because
Sometimes when i say
"Oh im fine"
i want someone to
look at me in the eyes
and say
"Tell the truth."

sometimes i smile like nothings wrong
talk like everythings perfect
act like its all a dream
and pretend its not hurting me...
You know i heard this story of a boy...
Always wish i was pretty

And what kept me going on is this
TIMETABLE

things to do :

1.Get up

2.Survive

3.Sleep

And its also hard for me to hold on
to a dream that may never come true

i had you.
And silly me.
i let you go.
Now i understand that i can't fix
everything.

Sometimes i run away
just to see if anyone
ever cared enough to follow.

So when i first started to be with you
i wrote something in my diary:

Dear heart,
i met a boy
Prepare to shatter.

But in the end
it didnt really end that way.
did it?

i shattered yours first
and now i've shattered mine.

i was stupid
i broke your heart
now there's no one
to lean on

So i keptthinking if i need you

But after all the crying.

i've made sense

i don't need you
[; "
She was so sad.kind of lame.
Maybe thats what she said to her BF?

2009-06-15T12:28:00.004+08:00

Hm...
haven't blog for 4 days???
Boring week
Bought SA2 PPs
Copied 20++ compositions

So lazy already

Saturday

When to Grandparent's
Actually supposed to have piano lessons
Teacher was pregnant so wasn't really feeling well

So postpone lessons

Oh well,
Went to my grandparent's
Almost all my cousins were there
Ariel(QIANHUI)
Sherlyn(QINGJING)
Seraphina(RUIPING)
Yilin(Sarah)
Justin(WENHAO)
Jeslyn(WENLIN)
So...

It was a fun day?

Watched Boys over flowers.

had supper

then watched 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 the guess show

watched till 1 am?
Yupp

Sunday

All of us woke up damn late

11 plus???

We played twister.

I wanted to kill Sherlyn

In the end she was the winner?
Yilin and Seraphina were the PROs of the game

Yilin wanted to kill me!!!

Then Ariel needed to go for tuition???

So she promised to be back by 7 plus?

But my dad was kinda impatient

i wanted to stay at my grandparent's for another night

My dad wanted to rush home

So we had dinner
I ate porridge???

Oh wow.
the Bowl was sooooooo big!
like 4"
So much

i only managed to finish 3/4 of the bowl

HAHAHAHs

Love

Hm...

2009-06-09T22:41:00.007+08:00

Hm...

What should i say...

I actually made a pic for my blogshop today...

Supposed to show it to Christ JIE today?

My brother deleted it?

F*** !

So angry.

He's gonna pay for it l8r

So pathetic.

LOLz.

Watching

KBS [Korean channel]

Comedy showing

So, FUNNY

Haha.

Rmb ^^Log on to

My-little-sh0p.blogspot.com

to support me^^

2009-06-09T15:21:00.005+08:00

Woke up early today.
Then suddenly remembered that
still needed to design my shop link pic
So this is it.Nice?

Suggestions anyone?

BTW,
No customers in the meantime.
Maybe cause just opened?
Hahahah but i think that my blogshop. . .
i mentioned i opened on 16 May?
Lols
Waiting...

*Write in your suggestions?

Will blog l8r ,
AGAIN♥

8 june

2009-06-08T22:28:00.004+08:00

Nothing special today.
Bought a vest.
$23,Black...
imported from Korea.

Bought a star patterned oversized...shirt?
Hahahahs
$20...Grey?

Lols,
So boring today. ;DD

Didn't study today.

Well,
Gtg...
Love yah
♥
><

Today...

2009-06-07T23:10:00.001+08:00

Nothing today...
Woke up early...
Went to CP.

Went to GRANDMA's
wanted to highlight my hair
But the hairstylist didn't open her stall.
And i spend all my money!
Oh damn...

Well nothing else to say><

2009-06-06T14:43:00.003+08:00

Nothing really today.

Had piano lessons.

But did not practice. ><

Hahas...

Teacher came today...

She was shorter than me...

skinny...

always had a nice figure...
At around Febuary last year she gave birth to a boy...

Today.
Wow...

so i hesitated,but asked...

ME:" Teacher,you pregnant arh?"

TEACHER:"Yes.^^"

She replied happily and proudly.

Her reactions were kind of skocking...
But,its was cute.
i liked it.

Well,her baby boy was cute.
So,i wish her upcoming baby is cute too^^

" Yawn..."

5th June

2009-06-05T23:58:00.002+08:00

Today...

SO quiet.

Friends didn't really talked to me

Rachel suddenly treated me to

MACDONALDS...

How sweet...

Actaully,

she said(thought) that she could use her ez-link card

But the new-typed ones are not allowed yet.

So she used her cash to pay

But too bad she can now only buy one comic book.

Whatever hell she was reading...it was quite nice.

Went home,

Used the computer and animated this short "comic" above ^^

Cute right?

Actually summited it to a website:

Gamespot unions...

Yah...so my "comic" is posted there...

I find it (blurr)

Cause the girl could not see the boy?

LOLz

Love yah

3rd June

2009-06-03T22:42:00.003+08:00

Bought two new converse shoes today.

One for school,and one for outings.

Wow,it costed me a bomb...

Total was $160++...

Oh well.^^

Michael was online today.

Chatted.

M:"Hey."

A:"Hi."

silence

M:"so,what you doing?"

A:"Nothing really.posting all my

taiwan apparels to my blogshop."

chatted...for two hours

then we talked about Bach.

i said that i liked Bach's song

He doesn't agree.

We argued.

M:"No,he's pieces sucks!"

A:"I say nice means nice.

then,silence agan...

so i went offline.

Nights

2nd June

2009-06-01T23:27:00.003+08:00

Hey!That's Desiree Jie.

Suddenly thought of her.

So bright.

Her bestfriend is from the opposite sex too.^^

Just like me.

Well,her bestfriend is from Finland.

Got to study longer.

Achieve better results.

So that someone will not

look down on me.

1st June

2009-06-01T22:31:00.005+08:00

You're asking me why im grumpy?!
Its the holidays.
And,
I,have to go back to school
why the hell would i call it a holiday?!
Valerie(friend),
Asked me if i wanted to
help out in the school band
(Even though i'm not in the
school band).Yeah,
of course.
Michael is such a jerk.
Well,you don't need to
know who he is.
Oh damn...
waking up at 7am in
a holiday morning...
It's killing me!